Hey guys, some of you might remember me from way back. Anyway, just wondering if anyone here had any writings to share. If not, ah well. If so, I'll start...


ANCHOR

I'm the girl who cries too much.
The girl who looks with longing
in to your eyes, and you know it.
You laugh on the inside, you got me.

I'm the girl who holds hands.
Everywhere, I don't want to let go,
because if I do, I might lose you.
The crowds are heavy these days.

I'm the girl with all of the objects,
the towels and empty bottles, scattered
all around the apartment. Smirnoff.
We had a good time last night, right?

I'm the girl who hates a 'goodbye'-
I wrap my legs around your ankles,
like a child, I beg "Don't Leave!"
But you have another anchor to tend to.

I hate that you exist,
That you walk around making noise,
Banging pans and singing her name.
I want to steal you,
Hide you in the closet, bound and tied.
Feed off of you, feed you off of me.

And these words, they keep coming!
Where are yours? What do you mean?
I am screaming and I want to kill you,
Stab you in that heart that feels nothing for me
over and over and again and again.

And hold you.
Lay in your hot oily blood, hold you.
Let you spit up your last feeling,
cry when you ask me 'why?' -
And I'll read this to you.
I hate that you exist.